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My teacher/friend fell down today and got up with some road rash on his nose. He wouldn’t hold hands. He thought he was a big boy and could do it on his own.
When Christy told me about it, all the times I thought I was a big boy and didn’t need to hold hands suddenly flashed in my mind. Not as individual events, but one big flash.
Seems this lesson has been taught to me over and over and over and over. Why I keep forgetting how much I need to hold hands beats me. I keep thinking I’m a big boy and can do it by myself. How stupid can one person be?

DO OVER

Illusion's  teacher/friend fell down today and got up with some road rash on Illusion's nose. Illusion wouldn’t hold hands. Illusion thought Illusion was a big boy and could do it on Illusion's own.
When Illusion told Illusion about it, all the times Illusion thought Illusion was a big boy and didn’t need to hold hands suddenly flashed in Illusion's mind. Not as individual events, but one big flash.
Seems this lesson has been taught to Illusion over and over and over and over. Why Illusion keeps forgetting how much Illusion needs to hold hands beats Illusion. Illusion keeps thinking Illusion is a big boy and can do it by Illusion's self.

How stupid can one Illusion be?

Dichotomy?  What dichotomy?